Nope~

Good evening my dear grandchildren. Feeling good today? You know last week I almost drown. If I drown last week, things would be so different now. While I was dying and I knew I was in a deep trouble, I didn't scream or shout for help. Not really sure why. Maybe I don't trust humans that they could save me. Last week I noticed several things. Before that you must know that I nowadays I don't really like to socialize like I used to when I was young. So last week was actually the first time in almost 3 years I went out with my colleagues. We did an activity together. Then I noticed why I put my distance with others. The topics that intrigued them weren't really my cup of tea. I am not saying I am a good person or they are inferior, but it was just pure boredom. Talked about getting a second wife, women, and made fun of others. I am too old for that. Those topics are really lame. When I was there, I realised I didn't miss anything. Thought things had changed but nope. I am really glad I spend my time alone. I am not an anti social person. I really like to socialise but I am really picky with the people I want to spend my time. I want to grow and I love to have people helping me to grow. The problem is that kind of people are really rare so it makes me look as if I am anti social. Remember my advice. Choose your peers carefully. Don't do the same mistake I did. I had wasted too much time.