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Sunday, September 23, 2012


Years go by I'm the same.I like all of them to remain the same.I realise one day it will all come to an end but now I just do not want to think about it.All of them will have their own commitments.When it comes,I will sit back and just remembering good and bad times we had together.How I wish everything will remain the same.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012


It's funny when you are getting older you will realise your dreams are just beyond your reach.It hurts so much when you start to realise it.Everything seems possible when you are young.It has been quite a long time yet I still long to have it.Stupid me.If only you knew.Yet you don't know.What am I lacking of?I remember the way you talked to me,the first time I saw you,your gestures,all of them drive me crazy.Call me again will you with your cute gestures and looking at me straight to my eyes.Nah it is impossible because you are so far from me.I used to wake up in the middle of the night and prayed really hard.I'm afraid of something big happens.

Definitely I'm not talking about you.I'm talking about something else.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

The girl...

Recently I kinda like this song...Sad I guess but beautiful.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Life only favours the brave

Hello my dear grandchildren.It has been such a long time since the last time you heard from me.So many things have changed.I just dislike it because I hate changes in life.Sometimes I like things to remain that way so that I do not lose anything. You know the saying "If you win something, you are actually losing something".I believe in that.You know,there are things in my mind which I rarely recall them because I do not want to change them.Everytime you recall something,you are adding things to it without you realising it.You know you are regretting over something when you wish you could turn back time. If only I could at least changed the course of my life like meeting myself in the past.I want to talk and advice to myself in the past the do's and the dont's.I think my past self would listen to me because I know myself really well.Some advice would be Keep your promises or you will regret it forever because you do not have forever. Be more confident with things that you are passionate or you will regret. Don't you dare to think you can bare the consequences!!! Have some faith in yourself Do not start it!!! If only I could... The furthest thing is the past...Everyday it becomes further and further