Okay here's the deal.Do not...I repeat Do Not look up or look upon me as a wise person. To be honest, I am still learning. There are a lot more to be learnt to be on the same level like my idols.To put it into perspective, it is like this. I am a preschool kid, just learnt to write the capital letter "A". Most of the time I cannot write the letter due to my incompetence and stupidity. I have to learn a lot more. I need to learn to write all the letters in capital and lower case forms, need to learn to count, need to learn to write properly, to spell, and so many more.I think you got the idea.
Now the people that I look up are in PhD level at least. Some of them are even professors.They say things that I always do not understand due to my limited knowledge but I believe in them. They say the truth.Whenever I am lost,I seek for them to light my path.That's how things work.I say what they say.Of course you are impressed because the people know the reality.Okay that is all.Good night then.