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Sunday, November 27, 2011

I pushed my luck

Good evening my grandchildren. Before I go to the topic, I want to tell and retell that I love my love birds so much. I even will go physical if anything threatens them. I am not lying. Okay now back to the topic. 2 days ago I went to an interview which I had to go if I wanted to work. The interview was on 24 of November and I must be there before 7.30 a.m. So on 23rd I went to my sister house which located very near to the interview venue. On that night, around 12 p.m I checked the checklist and found out I had not printed my identity card yet. I went out finding a shop to photocopy my IC and luckily there was a 7-11 shop had photostat service. After that I went straight back and had to find a solution about the IC copy. I had to find a person who can verify the copy is authentic. It was impossible to do that so I just went to sleep hoping the interviewer would not notice it tomorrow. I found myself hard to fall into sleep. The main reason was I missed my lovebirds. Yea. I was thinking about when I lying down. I was really afraid that when I am working, I will not be able to take care of them anymore. Maybe I will assign to work in a rural area so taking care of them is impossible. I thought those things very hard till without realizing I fell into sleep. I asked my sister to wake me up at 6.00 a.m. I could not set my own alarm clock because my handphone ran out of battery. I could not charge it coz I did not bring along the charger.
At 6.00 a.m my sister wake me up. oh yeah I was really sleepy. I lied down for about 5 minutes more before going to the toilet. I tell you what, I danced in the bathroom when the first drop of water touched my skin. It was so cold as if I was taking a shower in the Northern pole. It did wake me up. About 6.40 a.m I departed from the house and reached the venue around 6.55 a.m. I met my cohort friend there so we walked side by side to the registration counter. She registered first and when it was my turn, I handed out my files to the clerk there. You know what, she said to me " Sorry you should not give me your certificates like this. This is so messy.". I asked her "Why did you say like that?" and she answered me " You MUST use a flip file. Go and find it now." Yeah. She indirectly chased me out. I was like " What the heck, there is no rule saying that I have to use a flip file." I look at the clock while walking to the car and it was about 7.00 a.m. I was thinking to myself where should I find a flip file at the time like this. It was so early in the morning. I was about to crack but said to myself "If you crack now you will never ever able to buy good things for you love birds." My love birds did motivate me to find a flip file early in the morning. So I got an idea. I headed to the 7-11 which I photostatted my IC on the previous night.
When I was about reached it, I saw a stationary shop beside it and oh yeah it opened. I was quite disbelief and I scrubbed my eyes few times to ensure it. Oh yeahhh...It was real. The shop opened. I felt like a miracle was happening. That was my first time seeing a stationary shop opens so early in the morning. I went in and bought two flip files. The shop did not sell any newspaper but it opened so early.LULZ. I was very happy and nearly kissed the shopkeeper but I did not kiss her coz her face was unique. I put all my certificates into the first file. It took me about 5 minutes to do it. The photocopy certificates were still not being put into the second flip file. I decided I had to start driving back to the venue. I did not want to be late for my interview.
While driving I felt like I was a very good multi task person. One hand handling the car, another one putting the copies into the file and my mouth was biting other copies. Ahhh...I reached the venue. I walked very fast, faster than Japanese to the registration counter. As I reached I heard people chattering. Many people chattering. I was like (o.O). There were many other candidates queuing waiting to register. If I knew, I would take my own sweet time driving.
I saw my course mates there. So we sat together while waiting for registration. Then suddenly I remembered I had not verified my IC copy. Luckily one of my course mates also had not verified. So he went to find a person who could do that and he found one of the officers could verify them. I joined him to verify my IC. Fuhh...Another problem solved.
About 3 hours waiting then I was my turn to register. The clerk called me and looked at my FLIP files. Suddenly she said "You did not have a document saying that you are just graduated". I was like "HUUUU???". She repeated it and showed how did it look like. Yeah. I did not have it because I did not print it out. I did not know about it because I did not read properly the letter they sent to me. Haaa...Suddenly one of my course mates said to the clerk, "I have an extra I want to give to him". LULZ. Yeah...We are in the same programme so the verification is the same. HAAA...Settled. After awhile I was interviewed.
Was I nervous? At first I was nervous..Maybe about 5 seconds I felt nervous. It happened when I was waiting for my registration. I was nervous to be interviewed but you know what I said to myself? I said " The interviewer is a human. He is exactly like you. Fear not". After saying that to myself, I did not feel nervous at all...
The interview was about 40 minutes. After the interview, I went back to my sister's house. I slept for quite a long time.Huhu...I was so tired. When I woke up, I drove back to my parents' house.

I think that is all. I am going to sleep now. You take care okay. Push your luck. It is a good exercise.haha...Good night dear. Bye

Thursday, November 24, 2011

So tomorrow supposed to be a big day for me.Say something my grandchildren... =_=

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I hate when I have to take all of the stuff out from my wallet. My wallet is full of things which related to my sentimental side. When I see each one of them, as if they are telling me their stories. Memories start to hunt me.

Thursday, November 17, 2011


I see everyone is so damn cool. So I put my little smile along it makes me sweet against what's wrong. Keeps me going on and on.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011


Nothing soothes more than listening to Mocca songs and do nothing after driving for quite a long time.I only slept for about 5 hours today.You know, people can be so hypocrite. I am not saying I am a good person but I do feel disappointed with them. How can they fake their feelings and give fake concern about something. This is life. I know the true all of you and it makes me sick when all of you start to fake your feelings as if you were really concern about it. I know your actions and what did you say before but why did you tell to other people as if you were really concern about it? If all of you really care about it, take care of it. Don't just start showing your concern when it is almost ends. All of you were given a very long time but only few really sincerely care about it. Never mind, all of you still have opportunity to show your concern about it. Hope all of you will change. Do not preach to me because I do not care about it and I am not a hypocrite. When I say I do not want, I will say I do not want it even to other people. Not like all of you, only say you do not want to people who are close to you but to other people, all of you will say you really want it. Why? So that people around you who do not know your true colour will think all of you are good people. So wrong. I pity people who fall into your trick.
I only know very few people who are not hypocrite and of course they are in other level of life. I do not care if I have very few friends but at least they are the best. I look at the quality not the quantity. I bet you will not understand what I am writing. That is my point. I hope you do not understand it because it is too personal but when you grow up, you will find the meaning of this in your life.

Sorry if I hurt anybody...Good night.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011


I think too much things which not happening yet but for me it is some sort of preparation for the future. It does hurt me so much when remembering certain things in the past. Oh don't let me become dependent on others anymore because it ended up so bad.So just follow the flow and waiting for the right person to follow me.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Two months to go

Actually I cannot wait for the day when I have full authority of my life. I want to change so many things about me and my life. So what should I do while waiting?~_~

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Ever been cheated in your love life? This song can express really well.