It's coming back to me slowly. I have been waiting for it for quite sometimes. Do you have any idea how long I've been waiting for it? Finally it is coming back to me. Yea it was my fault I lost it. It all started at the moment I lost the person whom I love the most. You know I am the type of person who will give my all when I want something. I will try every possible way I can think of so that when it is destined for me to fail, I can say I have done my best. I will ask myself if I happened to come across the same situation, what could I do to have my desired outcome. I always come to conclusion that I can't do any better so no regrets. But...this time is different. I did my best. I tried my best yet I still have regrets and sorrow. I can't think what could I do to improve the situation. I just can't. How I miss the past.
Dear silent readers, I know you read this. No, I am not depressed. It is hard to describe what I am going through. I do not know why are you guys reading this. Why?
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