Forever love

As I was sleeping,I listened to random songs on my mp3.Suddenly a song played which made me remembered those days in my life.The song perfectly describes my dreams,my feelings and hopes.I used to wonder about my future.So now it is becoming clearer but the feelings are there.Never change and the song makes the feelings amplified.Bitterness,sweetness and emptiness all mixed together as they are talking what the future holds.I cannot listen to the song when I am driving.It will definitely drift me away.How I miss my good old days with friends and the life there.Eventhough it has been about 7 years, you are still beautiful and talks to me.You are a master piece. You do not have to say a thing.

Another day but unlike any other

So there were A and B. Together they went through thick and thin for an X period. Quite a journey they had.A was there by B's side.One fine day,B met a new alphabet. It is C.B just met C.The best part was B judged C was way better than A in a very short of period.Very short.So A walked away because A has other important things to do rather than wasting time playing the game of unfairness.A is really serious.To A, I am sorry for that.People change.Accept it.U did your best so no regret.Don't be so evil by comparing B to D,H,F,N,G.Every alphabet is unique.It depends on how U use it in spelling.

Anti you

Old enemy

So I was away for almost 3 days without doing my daily routines. I had thought so many things about my life.Basically I will not stuck here forever.So next year I want to further my study. Yeah it is quite hard but I have so many reasons to keep me going through.So while I was thinking,I had stumble my old passion.It is the piano...It happened accidentally.I really want to play the song "Need You Now" by Lady Antebellum. I wish I could turn back the time and started all over again and this time I make it a success.

It's raining now

Hi,how are you?Such a long time since my last visit.Now I'm back.Sorry for leaving you so long.So I guess now we will be leaving together just like we used to.I can see you have grown up.I'm sorry for making you growing up even bigger than before.I promise to take care of you because from now on I will regularly visit you.I thought I had found your replacement but I was wrong.I will try to enjoy your present.Well well well, look at you.You are covered with dirt.Come let me dust you off.From now on,I will always take you with me.Hold you tightly as if we are one.Be with me until my last breath.Sorry heart,you have no right to live.Go and disappear slowly.

What's next?

So tomorrow is supposed to be my first pay day after working for 6 months. Yeah I am working now. Time flies so fast. It feels like just yesterday I had my last lecture.I am an adult now.Normal people at this point of life begin settling down and gathering piece by piece to complete their lives.My innerself cries inside that this is not the stage where I should settle down. My innerself says this is not what I want.I need to keep on changing my life.I do not want to get married at this point of my life. I am not satisfied with my life now. The best sign where I knew this is not the life where I've been dreaming of since I was a child is I still feel empty and lost.
What is life for me?I dream to settle down with my wife in a quite place. Outside, I have many good friends who have the same passion with me.I do not feel empty and lost.Do you know my routines are almost the same everyday?I do not hang out with my colleagues since we have different passions and interests. I cannot wait to get out from this lame life.
Arghh...I'm going crazy with this situation. So I have made my mind to keep myself busy doing things yet they do not involve other people into my life. I plan to have my own gym and punching bag.I want to buy those after receiving my payment tomorrow.
If this is life,why do I feel so empty and lost?

Forget a man like me