You know, knowing someone new is not always a pleasure. Sometimes the new person touches your sentimental part and the memories haunt you forever. The sad part is when you have lost it and you can't do nothing about it. One day you will find it. Before the person comes into your life, you think you have everything. Then the person comes, shows you what you have been missing before this. You really hope the person will stay with you because you feel the person completes you. Yeah, then out of sudden the person leaves you. You are missing the person everyday. You do so many things to get rid of your sadness. Do not sleep at night because you will think about the person before falling to sleep. You will only sleep when you are really tired. Many people come and try to replace the person, but can't. They just do not have the X-factor. The person is the only one who can fit perfectly. You will give up thinking about your future. You will start following the flow. You will never want to lead again. Memories with the person always haunt you. You really miss the moments when you were close together. Funny because you hope the person misses you too. So you decide to stay and wait. Just follow the flow.
Do not ask me about marriage. I hate that topic. I am not a good guy. I am working on something. Good night.