When shall we meet?

You know,it has been awhile since the last time I was sad and frustrated. Lay in the bed, listening to mellow songs on my mp3 and thinking of you. The best part is I do not know where you are. I hope I will find what I am looking for and if I do not find you, I rather be alone forever then spending my life with a person whom I am not really giving my part to the fullest. Where are you?I have so many things to tell you.